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Dear son,
The day that you see me old and I am already not in good health, please have patience and try to understand me.
If I get dirty when eating, if I cannot dress, have patience. Remember the hours I __41__ with you. If, when I speak to you, I __42__ the same things thousand and one times, do not __43__ me, listen to me. When you were small, I had to read to you thousand and one times the same story __44__ you got to sleep. When I do not want to have a __45__ , neither shame me nor scold me. Remember when I had to chase (追逐) you with thousand excuses I __46__, in order to have you bathe. When you see my __47__ little about new technologies, give me the necessary time and not look at me with your mocking(嘲弄的)smile. I taught you __48__to do so many things: to eat good, to dress well, to confront life. When at some moment I lose the__49__ or the thread of our conversation, let me have the necessary time to remember, and if I cannot do it, do not become nervous, as the most important thing is not our conversation but surely to be with you and to have you __50__ to me.
If ever I do not want to eat, do not force me. I know well __51__ I need to and when not. When my __52__ legs do not allow me to walk, give me your __53__,the same way I did when you gave your first __54__. And when someday I say to you that I do not want to __55__ any more ---that I want to rest forever, do not get angry. Someday you will understand.
Try to understand that my age is not lived but survived. Some day you will discover that, ___56___ my mistakes, I always wanted the __57__ thing for you and that I tried to prepare the way for you. You must not feel sad, angry or impotent (无可奈何)for seeing me __58__you. You must be next to me, try to understand me and to help me as I did it when you __59__living. Help me to walk, help me to end my way with love and __60__. I will pay you by a smile and by the immense love I have always had for you.
I love you, son.
Your father